Looking back at where I’ve been the last 10 years…I have come so far. LIKE REALLY FAR. I used to be a wayyy unhealthier person. Physically and mentally. I have really grown up. I feel like I’m coming into my own…and finally embracing WHO I AM. It’s been a long road filled with working on my relationship with the Lord, many mistakes made, lessons learned, counseling, pity parties, mentors shaking their head, high fives, encouraging people along the way, LOVE and grace to get me to where I am today.
SO YEA, I could stop there and say, “I’m good. Things don’t need to get any better than they are now.” But I feel like that’s half true and I’d be short changing myself. Hear me out…
Yes, I am the happiest I’ve ever been, the most IN LOVE I’ve ever been and I’m in the best shape that I’ve ever been. BUT, does that mean I should stop trying to better myself and the lives around me? NOPE.
I can always learn something new, better my communication skills, take a class, take on a new hobby because at the end of the day, I want to keep bettering myself, I want to keep helping others and creating bigger and crazier dreams in my head. I have so many things I want to do in this life and so many aspirations. Do you have big dreams and goals? I know I do. They include having a family with Clayton one day (heyyy honey!!), raising children in a loving and fun home, taking crazy vacations, buying something expensive that I don’t need but desperately want, drinking a glass of wine in Italy, visiting Australia, flying a plane, learning how to make perfect homemade pasta IN MY KITCHEN, starting a ministry that reaches thousands. AHHH…I could go on and on… the point is, why come this far…to only come this far?